+ + a few notes on mizz cace

[+ + Cace]

Anyways, I'm going to tell you a bit about the lovely mizz cace.

+ I am legally blind in one eye.
+ I wear super-thick glasses.
+ I have severe anxiety, and take medication. Planes and being nervous trigger it. My panic attacks are full on and keep me from doing so many thngs because of it.
+ I was verbally abused as a child by people in my life, whom weren't my parents, but I don't really like going into that. It might be what had trigged my anxiety.
+ And not even my parents know the extent of that abusing.
+ My friends, even my best friend ever, don't know that I was abused.
+ I'm blonde, with blue eyes, and pale. Steriotypical, non?
+ I speak fluent french, english, and I'm learning spanish
+ I go to french schooling.
+ I have a miniature dachshund named Tucker.
+ We are getting another dog in the summer :D
+ I am a writer, stories, poems, anything I can.
+ I like my french schooling.
+ I am a clutz, but thats probably because of my horrible eyesight, even with glasses.
+ I tremble and go pale when I'm nervous, and this is ONLY if I don't go into a panic attack.
+ I am a total math geek :D
+ Computer programming geek too :x
+ I'm allergic to tuna and marshmellows.
+ I always get sick if I have liquid medicine. Don't know why, even if it's disguised in juice I throw it up.
+ I want to become a teacher.
+ A really, really close family friend past away about a month or so ago [RIP]
+ I like warrior cats, Twilight, Magyk, Night Runner, Meg Cabot, Wicked.
+ I still like watching Arthur on youtube :P -grin-
+ I'm fifteen.
+ When I move out, I think I'm going to work on trying to get a service dog, since they calm me.
- And thats all for now, folks!

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[Hollystar]

Cace, that's so sad. I understand fully about the abuse although it is more in a different way. Amy's fifteen, and I'm thirteen. I'm glad you speak french. That's my first language, and it's still taking me awhile to learn the rest of the English Language, which was quite difficult to learn, let me tell you. I'd also really hate to be blind in one eye. Or both. I'm glad you came out to tell us though. It's always more efficient to have someone that we begin to understand on the site. I love the show Author though, but my computer is too slow to load Youtube half the time. I hope you have a good time being a member here. =]

[+ + Cace]

Thanks Holly. Yeah, I love speaking french and it is quite interesting to also be learning spanish now, since it is quite simmiller and slightly easy to comprehend now that I know french. Yeah, the abusing is my past now, though, and right now being me is my future. Still can't work up the courage to tell my best friend of two years who is one of the best people I've ever met to tell her about the abuse. I used to have nightmares of one of the people who verbally abused me, a gym teacher, but those have stopped. For now. Anyways, I'd rather not get more into that. Yeah, the blind thing is sort of annoying. I can see out of it with thick glasses, but when I'm tired everything is blurry, even with glasses. I can't focus with it, either. But I've been like that since I was born, so it's okay.

My dog is biting at my foot 0.o. Better go.

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